I love to complain a whole lot of motherfucking craps but I do not have the balls to say it out verbally. So here goes a blog to vomit out all the nonsense that I've been wanting to deliver. And ya, I do not have balls literally and physically.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Bye All.

Bye people. I'm not blogging anymore. I'm fired.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Quizzi, I Miss You. Hogward, I Love You.







What do the students of Hogwarts think of you?




Harry: Possibly hates you more than Malfoy and thinks you're a cold hearted biotch.


Ron: Has a secret crush on you. He loves how mean and cruel you can be, although he'd never admit it.


Draco: Considers you his equal and most likely wishes to marry you and bear him children. He loves how wicked you can be and is TOTALLY obsessed with you, he worships the ground you walk on.


Fred and George: Think you're a bit too stuck up for your own good, but would definately consider snogging you.


Flint: Is utterly terrified of you, your domineering nature and arrogance is a bit too much for him. If he weren't so scared he'd have screwed you by now.


Blaise: Loves the way you opearate and is probably the only person who can tolerate you. If Draco wasn't utterly consumed with you he'd have asked you to marry him by now.


Neville: Craps his pants when he hears your name.


Semus: Thinks you're wicked but beautiful.


Dean: Avoids you mostly, but has a bit of a crush on you.


Crabbe and Goyle: Follow your every command, but hate that you're even meaner than Draco at times.





Hermione: Loathes you even more than Harry and can't wait till you get expelled.


Ginny: Envies how you get whatever you want with a snap of your fingers.


Pansy: Secretly loathes you because you have Draco at your beck and call, but would never admit it because she's scared of you.


Cho: Likes your style and wishes you two were friends.





Dumbledor: Quite worried you will join up with the Dark Lord, and is slightly frightened by you himself.


McGonagal: Thinks you're a bit too into yourself and doesn't like how you act above everyone.


Hagrid: Passes you all the time, he doesn't want to deal with you when you get mad.


Snape: You are the apple of his eye. He adores you and your attitude and makes sure he shows it.


Trelawney: Thinks you're gifted as a seer, but makes it known your aura is a bit too dark





House: Slytherin


Boyfriend: Draco Malfoy


Best Friend: Blaise


Reputation: Ice Queen
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What do people at Hogwarts think about you?



Harry: Really likes you and wants to ask you out.
Ron: Also really likes you but knows your off-bounds because Harry likes you.
Hermione: Thinks your a really great friend but is a little jealous beacuse Ron likes you.
Neville: Thinks you really sweet and nice.
Seamus: Thinks your cute.
Fred & George: Thinks your cool and fun to hang out with.
Ginny: Thinks your smart and nice but is extremely jealous because Harry likes you.
Cho: Thinks you have nice hair and is glad you took Harry off her back so she can think about Cedric and mourn his death.
Luna: Thinks your really cool amd popular.
Draco: Acts like he hates you but deep down has a crush on you and wonders why you'd chose Harry over him.
Crabbe and Goyle: Think your nice.
Pansy: Wants to kill you because Draco likes you.
Dumbledore: Is pleased to have you at Hogwarts.
McGonagol: Thinks you are a good student.
Snape: Really hates you and want to Avada Kadavera you.
Hagrid: Thinks your kind and considerate.
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what do ur homies in hogwarts think of u?



harry:lothes every inch of you and hopes he gets the honor of deveating u along with voldemortron.
hermionie: thinks you are a despicable lothesome twit.
ginny: hates you because harry hates you
draco:loves you immensely and spends all day snogging you ang doting on u.
crabbe and goyle are obsolete with you around!
snape: passes you w/ flying colors
House: Slytherin
boyfriend:draco
bff & worst enemy: pansy (u stole draco) dhr!
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What Do The Harry Potter Boys Think Of You??



Draco Malfoy: Is practically in love with you!!
Ron Weasley: hates you because your with draco but secretly thinks your really hott
Harry Potter: hates you as much as he hates Malfoy.
Blaise: likes you a LOT but would never make a move because your Draco's girl.
Oliver: doesn't pay much attention to you actually.
Seamus: doesn't like you.
Dean: doesn't like you either.
Fred & George: love your sense of humor and the pranks you play.

Pansy: hates you for stealing "her" man away
Hermione: Thnks your rude, inconsiderate and cruel.
Ginny: Thinks your straight up crazy to be with Malfoy but is secretly really jealous of you!
Cho Chang: thinks your a whore.

Snape: Pretends to like you because your in his house but really hates you.
McGonagall: Thinks you need to stop being so rude.
Hagrid: Thinks your always up to no good.
YOU: Your in Slytherin
your boyfriend is Draco Malfoy
Your best friend is Blaise Zabini
your favorite class is Potions
Your favorite teacher is Trelawny--but you'd never tell anyone!
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The Hogwarts Student's And Teacher's Evaluation Of You



Your house is Hufflepuff.
Harry: He is a good friend. He supports your relationship with Ron.
Ron: Your loving boyfriend. He is overjoyed you chose him over Harry.He loves your kind heart.
Hermione: She is massively jealous at your relationship with Ron, and she does a poor job hiding it. She just does not like you.
Neville: He likes you a lot, but hasn't the courage to talk to you.
Fred and George: They prank you as much as they prank Ron. They think you are pretty nice, though.
Ginny: She's your best friend, especially since you left Harry for her to have.
Seamus: He thinks you're ok.
Dean: He wishes he could have you. He hopes you will eventually choose him over Ron.
Lavender: She thinks you would make a good gossip buddy, if you talked to her more.
Draco: He thinks you are beautiful and feisty. He'd never admit it, but he really wished you'd dump Ron.
Pansy: She hates you more than anything because she knows Draco likes you.
Luna: She thinks you're too close minded.
Cho: She doesn't really know you.
Dumbledore: He thinks you're nice and sweet. He thinks you will become a very competent witch, if you just study a little more.
McGonagall: She get aggravated when you forget to do your homework, but she is usually swayed by your charm to give you another chance.
Snape: He couldn't care less about you.
Hagrid: He likes your kind heart, and thinks you will be a good role model for Ron.
Sirius: He doesn't really know you very well.
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I think I'll be a really happy witch in Hogward =) Draco does love me.
And this is probably the reason why..







What Hogwarts House are you in?



You belong in SlytherinCunning,sly and slick where you will make REAL friends...
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Good Night people!
Loads of loves..

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Don't Say It.

Fuck, back in Melbourne.
I just woke up from a 2-hour sleep b'cos I didn't get to sleep on the plane.
And I'm feeling bloody lonely already! Gawd please help me! Somebody!
No Mum, no Sis, no Bro, no Dad.
Worst! I forgot to bring my piggy back! Argh!

I watched I Not Stupid Too just before I left S'pore. Dang it was so good that I cried. Seriously, it reflects so much on Singapore and I think they ought to be ashamed.
Right from the beginning of the movie, the kids are at fault.
Hell yeah they got no attention from their parents. But think, their parents work their asses off to ensure that kids have a better life.
They have computers, pokemon cards, X Box. What more do they want?
Parents did not have such privilege. My Dad & Mum had to go to school and work at the same time. Students don't even do that now. The only time when they pick up a job is during holiday. Well, don't assume all, but most of them.
Normal Technical students: I'm positively sure no teacher would think they're hopeless. Think again, if your teacher gives you all the encouragement you need, would you guarantee that you would study hard and score. My say is, hell no! I'm a student, I know how students nowondays easily give up. A moment of laziness and *poof*, whatever shits encouragement the teacher gave would just disappear into the thin air. Ain't I right? You'll keep on telling yourselves, "I'll do it next time", "I'll try my best the next test", but how many of you actually really bother? It's nothing but empty promises isn't it? So quit pushing the blame to those who look down on you. Reflect on yourselves. Have you try your best? Doesn't your attitude lead to the discrimination of Normal Tech student?

Ok, my shit is done.
Anyway, I recommend all of you out there to watch Take The Lead.
It's flirtatious, sexy, groovy and way too cool.



And did I mention Dante Basco is totally hot in this movie? He's off the hook baby! I would kill to dance like him. Though his voice is a little gay, but he's so sexy that I wanna make love with him.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Bang Bang.

Oh man, a week is just not long enough.
I'm back here in S'pore, people want to meet up, and yet I DO NOT have the time.
People!! I need to spend time with my family.
And I'm so sorry to say this. Not that you guys (friends) are not important, but for me, family is way more important.
It's one of my top priority. I wouldn't spend a day with them only and divide the rest of my whole holiday to different kind of friends.
So, to you know who you are, stop saying that I'm arrogant or unfriendly or whatever you can come up with to describe me.
B'cos, like everybody else who just came back from Melbourne, they want to spend the whole holiday with their family, or partner for some people.

Oh my, I'm just so pissed off when people say I'm not "friend" enough. B'cos I'm trying hard to arrange time and meet up with as much people as possible. Prob is, everyone is S'pore has school! So it ain't my fault if our timing doesn't match. Anyhow, I'll still meet you guys end of the year. I love you all. Treasure ya'all.
Dan buat anak anak Jakarta, kita ketemu di Indo aja deh, akhir tahun. Lebih gampang dan lebih banyak waktu. Ok Ok? Sip deh.

Anyway, just another random thought. Was watching this Chinese drama on Channel 8. Siwei lost his will to live on. So he questioned his friend, "What do you live for?"
A very good question I must say.
Everybody in this world agrees that to live in such an idiotic world is shitty. So why the fuck, God or Science, created this world for us to live?
This world is hell. Reality's a bitch. It's fucking unfair.
I saw an old man selling tissues on the road side, under the hot sun.
I saw an old lady selling Ice Cream along Bugis road.
I mean, where's the love? What is it with "God is fair" and "Tuhan itu maha adil"?
You can say, maybe they're punished for what they've done previously.
But then again, isn't forgiveness and compassion part of our each individual religion?
If this world is that harsh, why bother living? To make us stronger? To hell with that. How many thousand people couldn't let go of their past painful experience and continue to live in agony? How many has actually commit suicide? Is this what you call to-be-a-better-person?
Be strong, yeah right. Easier said that done. Try that yourselves.
I have no idea what kind of obstacles will I meet in the future. But I can assure you one thing, I'm afraid. Very afraid of the future. That I might even thing, to die early and not live the future is not such a bad thing at all. Cause I hate taking risk.

Oh boy, I just love pouring out all my shits out. Afterall, I don't have the balls to "pui" all out.

Anyway, since it's World Cup season, let's talk soccer!
Did you guys watch the match Germany VS Italy? The first 15 min! The defence by Cannavaro Fabio! Fantastic! Well chosen defender and a worthy captain! I love him! Well, partly also because he's cute. Haiyo, so typical of a girl.
And I just realised there's a player in Angola team named Love. Yes, please slap his parents.
Next match on the list, Portugal and France. Not rooting for any team, but if I have to choose, I'll choose France. We'll see.
You guys should watch the advertisement of Pedro and Jose of Adidas. And please fucking tell me who's black (african) football player with blonde hair! Or is he just some extra wall flower.

  Posted by Picasa Don't we all agree that Cannavaro is super hawwtt...

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Feeling Bimbotic. Uh huh.

Alrighty, I'm feeling bimbotic now. So here's a bimbotic post from a bimbotic girl. Three cheers for the bimbos all around the world. I heart you people.

I feel so fucking fat!!!
Ok, what a bimbo. But, whatever. I just feel sooo fat! Like, entirely fat, and totally depressed by it. I'm short! I can't be fat! Get it?! Just kill me please, it'll hurt less. I feel that fat that I just don't feel comfortable in my own clothes. And whenever I'm shopping, I feel like I need a bigger size pants or shirt. I was trying on this new pants just now, and I took size M cause I thought I couldn't fit it size S anymore. But what the heck, M is still too big for me. You can pratically pull down the pants just like that. Like, duh...
Finally I rebond my hair! For the 4th time, or is it the 3rd time? This will be the last time I rebond my hair! At the end of the year when my hair is all messed up and long, I'll either perm it or do some funky weirdo hairstyle. Perhaps dye it bright red like I always wanted to. I can't perm or rebond and dye at the same time, it'll kill my hair. Hm, or maybe I'll cut it short again. Or maybe I'll do Agnes Monica hairstyle. Well, depending on the trend. My face is naturally big and round, I can't really pull off short hairstyle. Maybe I'll stick to long hair, but different styles. But then again, girls with long hair can't really have different hairstyles cause they all look the same. And now I'm back with my long rebonded hair, that makes me just equally the same as other girls. Oh my god, bite me.
You know there's this bag, it shaped like a plastic bag. Ya know, the big one, but I can't find it! I want it cool, with wicked graphic printed on it. Gosh I'd look beautiful in it. Tell me I'm beautiful (quoted from Bryanboy).
Belts with electronic display bling bling thingy is sooo in fashion now. Awesome!! I wanna have one of those, then I can be as cool as Missy Elliot. I want it pink and shiny with diamonds around the borders. Oh so twitish. I like....
And oh! I want a digital camera! So that I can take photos of myself with those twitish action. Show off my big scary eyes with the peace sign. I can do different kind of peace signs. One on the forehead, then another one at the eye, and then near the mouth. Or maybe even chin. That will be sooo kaiwaiiii. Then then, I can put the caption as "Lurxxx uuuu" or "xIiIaooGalll" or whatever nicknames as long as it comes with alternate capital. I think people in friendster would all come flocking to me, add me or message me. The best thing is, Museum of Twits would feature me as the most kawaiiii twit in Sg and Indonesia. I'd be famous! Lai lai! Who wants my autograph!!

Ok, enough of this stupid post.
I'm just too stressed for the fact that I gained weight and plus that I'm fucking worried for my exams. Screwed Accounting up. I wonder what's next.
I hate this world and humans! Gosh I just feel like saying that. Like, whatever. Do I sound like a bimbo? Here's photos.

Posted by Picasa We are happy to be back in S'pore!!

  Posted by Picasa Momoks love.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Lovely Day Peeps!!

Posted by Picasa Everybody knows we love Yit Ming.

First of all, Happy Birthday Yit Ming!! You do know we love you.
And I'm sure you didn't regret your decision choosing us over Arrow people =D

Hectic days. I need red-bulls. Oh no, wait, red bull doesn't work for me.
Spent the whole Saturday preparing a last minute birthday party for Yit Ming. Oh yes, surprise surprise. This whole surprise birthday party thingy is way too overrated. Humans, you need to be creative.
I bet Yit Ming did suspect something. But nevertheless, we love you Yit Ming. And I know you do love us. We're the gorgeous Trinity students, aren't we? *winks*

Exams in 8 more days. Or is it 9? I lost count. Hate it, curse it, fuck it. Just, hurry up and end it all would ya? I haven't start a single shit on Lit and Accounting. Pscyhology is slowly tearing my cerebral cortex into pieces. Economics is driving my shits nuts. And the amount of Maths exercise worksheets is sooo incredibly thick that it can be compared to the Eiffel Tower.
FIFA World Cup has begun, and I can't watch! But oh, I did stay overnight at Anthony's house to watch Germany VS Costa Rica. Costa Rica wan sui!! [Even though they lost]

And right now, over-dosage of Peterpan. Or rather, over-dosage of Uki and Ariel. I've been repeating their songs, and "Menunggu Pagi" video. Bravo bravo!! They're soooo hot!! I'm melting.... Not good not good. Tsk tsk. I'm supposed to be studying, not watching videos, or blog.

Fucking heater is out of order. No, not the room heater. This time is worse, the bathroom! No hot water. WTF right. I bathe in a freezing cold water in the morning, and I seemed blue. Palmerston seriously has a big issue.


Posted by Picasa So this is what Australians do to shop-lifter.

Posted by Picasa And since when students go to gym for school excursion?

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Seriously.

So I was out on Sunday, to have dinner with Sherman. As always, it's freaking enjoyable to talk to Sherman. I mean, I click well with him. I can talk any crap shit to him. And usually we'll end up debating our individual point of view.

Strolled along the city, and an fragile old man came up to us.
He looked sooo...sad. That's the best I can come up with.
He spoke in some Hokkien Language, which obviously I hadn't got any clue what the fuck he was mumbling 'bout. Sherman understood, but, not all.
So the poor old man went on, used some hand gesture pointing in a direction and his hand. I was totally "Huh? O.o" So we said, "sorry but we don't understand" and we continued walking.
I was really confused, like, what's going on here. Sherman said he probably needs some money to get back home, to take tram. Perhaps he's lost or something like that.
I was like, oh shit, I should have helped him. I felt sooo mean, like, the worst person in this world, ever. I can imagine myself, when I'm old, and I have super poor memory. I walk alone to the city, and got lost. Try to seek for help but none helps.
I was totally in despair. I didn't show that I was quite upset of myself, like complaining. I kept on talking, but deep inside I felt way soooo evil.
My grandfather is senile too. I wouldn't want him to be wandering around the road all alone, and lose his way. I'm seriously wondering how's the old man now. Is he home? Is he alright?

Fuck the language. Seriously, it's a barrier.
I would have understood him if he speaks in English too, or Chinese or Bahasa.
I mean, how many of us actually can't speak to people from other countries just because of this language thingy? I would really love to befriend some of the HK schoolmates here. But I can't speak Hokkien, and they can't speak English well. Hence the end of the friendship. It ends before it starts.
It's true that language differs us all. But, in the end, aren't we same? We're all humans. Where's the "all men are equal"? Where's the "international friendship'?
No doubt we can learn other languages, take up tuition or whatever shit you can do to be able to speak others' native language. However, wouldn't life be easier if all of us speak one common language?
I would be able to help that poor old man if it wasn't for him speaking Hokkien.
Curse languages.

Ok, drama exam is FINALLY over. I think I did pretty ok. Not sure though. But the teachers did say I had good focus. Hope for the best!! Got back my EAP essay mark too. Did pretty well, I think. Hehe... Now I can go on with my studies. 11 more days to exams and 18 more days to loved ones =)) [NB : this smily face doesn't apply to the exams]

Posted by Picasa Big chess game in town. Cool right?


Posted by Picasa Hendra & Me just right before drama exam

Special thanks to Hendra and Jason to walk with me all the way from Palmerston to Grattan. My make-up attracted people's attention yesterday evening. If it was not for Hendra and Jason, the world would think I'm a lunatic.
Special thanks to Dawn who helped me with the white foundation. Aunty Anita for the bloody red lipstick and Sherman for his attempt to calm me down before exam.

Posted by Picasa Just a drawing that I noticed on the table during Maths lecture. The penis is just sooo funny and creative.

Posted by Picasa It's winter. And the leaves are turning even redder. Was helping Stanley with his drama outside Royal Parade, and these red leaves attracted my attention. Sooo beautiful!! Ok, sorry, yes, I'm kiasu.

06-06-06. Devil's number. And last week on Thursday during accounting tutorial, we saw a whole bunch of people marching down the street with board that said "Next tuesday (666) on 11 PM, the world will meet its end." Coolness... But wait, why 11 PM? Will somebody who's nice enough explain to me why? Just leave a comment. Thanks..