Oh man, a week is just not long enough.
I'm back here in S'pore, people want to meet up, and yet I DO NOT have the time.
People!! I need to spend time with my family.
And I'm so sorry to say this. Not that you guys (friends) are not important, but for me, family is way more important.
It's one of my top priority. I wouldn't spend a day with them only and divide the rest of my whole holiday to different kind of friends.
So, to you know who you are, stop saying that I'm arrogant or unfriendly or whatever you can come up with to describe me.
B'cos, like everybody else who just came back from Melbourne, they want to spend the whole holiday with their family, or partner for some people.
Oh my, I'm just so pissed off when people say I'm not "friend" enough. B'cos I'm trying hard to arrange time and meet up with as much people as possible. Prob is, everyone is S'pore has school! So it ain't my fault if our timing doesn't match. Anyhow, I'll still meet you guys end of the year. I love you all. Treasure ya'all.
Dan buat anak anak Jakarta, kita ketemu di Indo aja deh, akhir tahun. Lebih gampang dan lebih banyak waktu. Ok Ok? Sip deh.
Anyway, just another random thought. Was watching this Chinese drama on Channel 8. Siwei lost his will to live on. So he questioned his friend, "What do you live for?"
A very good question I must say.
Everybody in this world agrees that to live in such an idiotic world is shitty. So why the fuck, God or Science, created this world for us to live?
This world is hell. Reality's a bitch. It's fucking unfair.
I saw an old man selling tissues on the road side, under the hot sun.
I saw an old lady selling Ice Cream along Bugis road.
I mean, where's the love? What is it with "God is fair" and "Tuhan itu maha adil"?
You can say, maybe they're punished for what they've done previously.
But then again, isn't forgiveness and compassion part of our each individual religion?
If this world is that harsh, why bother living? To make us stronger? To hell with that. How many thousand people couldn't let go of their past painful experience and continue to live in agony? How many has actually commit suicide? Is this what you call to-be-a-better-person?
Be strong, yeah right. Easier said that done. Try that yourselves.
I have no idea what kind of obstacles will I meet in the future. But I can assure you one thing, I'm afraid. Very afraid of the future. That I might even thing, to die early and not live the future is not such a bad thing at all. Cause I hate taking risk.
Oh boy, I just love pouring out all my shits out. Afterall, I don't have the balls to "pui" all out.
Anyway, since it's World Cup season, let's talk soccer!
Did you guys watch the match Germany VS Italy? The first 15 min! The defence by Cannavaro Fabio! Fantastic! Well chosen defender and a worthy captain! I love him! Well, partly also because he's cute. Haiyo, so typical of a girl.
And I just realised there's a player in Angola team named Love. Yes, please slap his parents.
Next match on the list, Portugal and France. Not rooting for any team, but if I have to choose, I'll choose France. We'll see.
You guys should watch the advertisement of Pedro and Jose of Adidas. And please fucking tell me who's black (african) football player with blonde hair! Or is he just some extra wall flower.

Don't we all agree that Cannavaro is super hawwtt...